Hello everyone, originally this journal was meant for 2019, but it’s already past 2020. Just wanted to explain my inactivity and address a few things. I’m not quite sure how to write this so this journal might be a bit awkward in how it’s organized and written, so I apologize in advance. :’)
I went through something similar to what happened in 2013, where I needed to take a step back from being active on social media. While I’ve still been “lurking”, I have lost all my energy for both posting and responding to messages online. Honestly, my energy for responding to online messages has probably been declining slowly but steadily since I first started college. While I know it’s pathetic since replying shouldn’t take long or too much energy, I really have to push myself to do it... I even lost inspiration/enjoyed drawing all together during most of 2019. Unfortunately, a whole lot of things don't keep my interest going for too long anymore either, and never finishing anything finally got to me mentally. And going back to not a whole lot keeps my interest, it also relates to fandoms. Naruto has been over for quite some time and the only thing that it has going is for it is Boruto, and I think that explains itself. So really, it’s hard to be hyped about Naruto like I used to. For BNHA I’m an mostly an anime only, so my interest fluctuates with it, and college has prevented me to sit down and watch it like I wanted to (plus I wanted to wait until the current season was over, since I noticed I tend enjoy series more where I’m able to binge them). So for those reasons, I will not make anymore OCs for those fandoms or create OCs for other fandoms I may get into. I will NOT get rid of the ones I have, so no worries there, you all just won’t really see them until I start feeling more like I used to feel. School and work has really sucked all my energy out of me. I finally know what I want to do so now my attention is focused on getting it all done and I want to graduate with at least my associates before I turn 26, so doing well in school is taking priority instead...
Also, for those who I were on the commission wait-list, I opted for a wait-list since I messed up my last commission journal title since I had both “Open” and “Closed” on the title. Since I didn’t want to take too many commissions at once, I decided to do a wait-list. However, I got burned out with drawing commissions and how I feel about drawing currently, I really do see myself offering commissions anymore. I’m sorry if I got your hopes up… I also cleaned up my journals and accidentally deleted the list, but I still have it in my sta.sh. So for whatever small chance that I do offer them, I can go back to it if you still want to me to contact you...
So here’s the gist of my “disappearance” and I will continue this now semi-hiatus. But since I have posted this journal, I’ll at least fav/like things again. I want to do more things on DA today but it’s almost 11 pm, so hopefully I’ll get to them relatively soon. :’)
I’m okay and I hope everyone is doing well, bye~